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I, Jackie McMahon, ... finally...
LOVE college.
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| When I come back from a foreign country. I usually am depressed for a week. Given the enormity of tests and assigments this week, and the really exciting weekend approaching with aleena comeing to visit, and the depression i experienced today being back in the states, i predict that this will be a long painful week.
Costa Rica was amazing.
I want to be a doctor. or a dentist. And I want to practice somewhere else.
I also want to be in fresh new love. But I've pretty much forgotten how to flirt completely. Can't I just go back a year and half, I was in bliss. |
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| i dont want to be scared. sometimes i just am, but i dont want it to exist.
i am no way in hell working with food next summer. i am finding a legit, well paying, interesting job that is medically related where i can observe procedures and see interesting things and help. (im not jealous of my boyfriends job and paternal medical connection...)
china. is approaching. (no theres no attack that i am aware of impending upon our country). i am referring to my travel there. going is good (for both). leaving is bad bad bad. i dont like leaving.
went to wolf trap. or should i say to the traffic on dulles toll road last night. got there for the last song of the free concert. had our dinner. watched fireworks. enjoyed summer beauty and love. it was happy. my friends at home are the best i could ask for ever. (and in my mind lauras home is still here too, so she is included, bc i resent the new people that live in her house).
love is beauty.
~*~*~Jackie~*~*~
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| - "i pray"
home is beautiful thing. (home being people--friends)
I forgot how happy I could be.
I'm sick though.but oh well.
Jackie |
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| i want to be a fish right now.
...again. |
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